“Goodnight, love”
He hasn’t said anything like that to me in months. I felt it as warmly as his body against mine and his arms around me, his lips beneath my ear.
All I want is to be happy.
But life is too short to wait on those who dont care about you the way you care about them. I was talking with a friend today and I realized that if something is meant to happen, and if someone is meant to be in your life, things will beautifully fall into place. Everything that happens between you two will be effortless. Seeing each other, communicating with each other. If its not meant to happen, no matter how hard you try, it will never work. Love isnt something to be taken for granted. Some search for it their whole lives and dont find it because they look in the wrong places. They don’t give themselves time to heal after being hurt, and they never feel that warmth.
I was watching P.S. I Love you, and Gerard Butler’s character and Hillary Swank’s character talk about a kiss as changing one’s life as he or she knows it. Why don’t we see it that way? I want to see things like that. I tried recalling who made me feel that way. And I dont think anyone has because I’ve never put much though into something as simple as a kiss. I dunno. I feel like we lose sight of the bigger picture and I dont want to do that anymore. Maybe its time to work on me again.
You ever come across something and you think to yourself, “I’m not ready for this.”? Yeah that’s what’s happening right now. And no, it’s not about a test, that would be worlds easier.
When I have the sex talk with my kids I’m just going to tell them to follow the basic rule
“If your age is on the clock, you’re too young for the cock”
yeah, and when my kid turns thirteen imma go,
“Sit back down, I was talking about military time.”
